ironically, just when the heat of PW was brewing, I stayed on resolutely for my translation session til the end today.

don't know where I got this motivation from.

but rather proud of myself:)

the best part of the job is still sitting around with students, exchanging rapid-fire banter and working towards the realisation of learning points.

makes PW almost fun.:)

third week of PI. this is when the fire-fighting begins (yet again).

my lesson today was very simple. read an article and surface the features and effects.

should i have done this in week one instead? i had assumed certain things would be easily understood by all.

sigh.

i woke up at 4.45 am and couldn't go back to sleep. talk about an adrenalin rush.

and i felt cold hard fear in the afternoon. i don't exactly know why; i can't seem to control myself from fearing but it subsided after a while, thank goodness

someone told me that my anxiety doesn't show up in my voice or manner but in my (trembling) hands

i spoke cautiously, not quite knowing how to express my feelings in the best way i knew. i don't know if i could attribute this to my fatigue or to the fact that i am just not good enough

i kept thinking about how i could have responded better. i don't know if the Virgo in me is being too critical on myself or if my answers pale in comparison

My EQ mayn't be as developed as i have always thought. haha.

oh, i passed a writing test. brought some cheer to this melancholic day.

well, i tried my best. what happens, happens:)